While today I totally freaked out. I did my IELTS practice homework and now my mind is just a blank piece of paper. Fuck. I guess I should go to sleep, otherwise I won't be able to get up in the moring for the classes. That's it, I really hate writing diaries. Change my mind. No fucking way. Go to hell. [middle finger]

Hopefully everything will be the best, let's hope New Zealand's immigration department is efficient enough to let me go to school in time. I dont wanna fucking wait for another 7 months. [oops]